Being up this late…

… can never lead to anything good. I’ve been neglecting my sleep pattern again. And there’s loads of dirty dishes in my head, er, sink. And I don’t know what daylight is anymore. And I haven’t eaten well in days. And I haven’t shaved, had a haircut, gone to the dentist and the doctor, like I planned.

Everything I plan always fails. I was so happy in my BlogTV show this night. But right afterwards it made me so sad that with all my intelligence and talents, I’m still stuck here in this little room, on my own. All because I can’t live by a planning.

I’ve been trying a gazillion times now. And I won’t give up. Tomorrow it’ll all be different. Again. Again. Again. Until it works.

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2 Responses to “Being up this late…”

  1. Gwen says on January 25th, 2010 at 2:36 pm :

    JB,

    consider this a virtual hug.

    I have been following your vlogs for I think over a year now and of course I don’t actually know you, but you’re right about your intelligence and talents. Don’t forget that you have them, don’t give up, in the end it will work.

  2. J.B. Dazen says on January 25th, 2010 at 2:57 pm :

    @Gwen: Thanks ;-)